Rabu, 02 November 2011


I want a boy best friend who will call me beautiful, and like my photos on facebook, commenting them saying things such as fact he is proud to have me as a best friend. One that i can call up, crying about other boys, and him saying he'll beat the shit out of them for me. A boy best friend who will drive me around like he is my big brother, and kiss me on my cheek/forehead when he knows i'm upset. One who becomes friend with my boyfriend and one who call me up to see what i'm doing. I want a boy best friend who will tell me when i'm wrong, and force me into fixing things and apologizing because he knows that it will make things better for me. I just want a perfect boy best friend, who will love me, and protect me from all the other boys.



"If you don't have a time to check on me, I'll understand.
If you're too busy to call, I'll understand. 
If you're late on a date, I'll understand. 
If you don't keep a promise, I'll understand.
If you always pretending like there's nothing between us, I'll understand.
If you don't want listen to my story, I'll understand.
But if i'm stop loving you, its your turn to understand"

I'll always understand you. I'll try the best. But, i'm not that strong. My heart is fragile. You can't tore my heart apart into pieces. I'm really really begging you to understand. When i'm not there for you, its your turn to find another girl. You should know, no one will understand you, like i do.

I just want you to understand me. I just want you to listen all my story. I want you to do all the things that i do. 

I just want a happy ending story. I just want you to be my best boy friend. 

You should know, i love you so much. But if i'm leaving you, its your turn, to understand me :)